the question of: "WHAT IF's???"

i often think of what could have been if it were us. what if it was me. would it be any different now if we were together or would it be just the same like now? yet in this life, i had never regret anything i have though i still look back in the past, our past and somethimes ask this questions to
myself. i know i wouldnt know the answer unless it happened, still i am happy to where we are right now. i know that i did right. of course, there are things that you cant always have because you want it, it always have been unfair. everything has its purpose in your life, you may realize it now or later still it molded me to who i am today. and as i ponder these questions over and over to my mind, i am happy that i met you. i am happy that i had you, that in this life ive got to experience to be feel loved by you. you taught me so many things my life, love, me when in love, me moving on and me fighting for what i know i deserve. i allowed you to be in my life so no matter what happened, you will always remain special to me. you will always be someone i would remember and i know i would smile because of the things we've been through. i just hope that you would always remember me and smile too because we used to be happy together even though its not the same feelings anymore